Dancing on my own

...so dance with me, darling
let us forget our busy days
just come close to me
and we'll escape just for a while
so much that I want you
so much I know that I won't
and I can just watch
as love passes me by
with no chance of doubt
just flies carelessly
and leaves me broken
and in love with a memory
from when we danced...


Sunshine



When I was only seventeen
My head was full of brilliant dreams
My heart would call and I would gladly go
At twenty one the world was mine
And I was yours and you're divine
And nothing else would matter to us so
I don't believe in destiny
I don't believe in love
I don't believe that anything will ever be enough

...

As time goes by reality
Destroys your hope and dignity
There's nothing left but shadows on the wall
But just remember who you are
And where you've been you've come so far
And never ever let them see you fall
I don't believe in miracles
I don't believe in truth
I don't believe that anything can recreate your youth

Milky Way - OMD


Restless mind

"...so dance with me, darling
let us forget our busy days
just come close to me
and we'll escape for a while
so much that I want you
so much I know that I won't
and I can just watch
as love passes me by
with no chance of doubt
just flies carelessly
and leaves me broken
and in love with a memory
from when we danced..."


Fearless

"...I did my best
and I did fail
a thousand many times
and I did rise
to fail again
giving up was no choice of mine
but as I turned
the rage was white
blank by stories yet to be
unwritten, untrue
a dream, a goal
to step up, and become me..."


Icecold

A cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
about the things caught in my mind
and as the day is dawning my plane flew away
with all the things caught in my mind

and I don't wanna be there when you're coming down
and I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground

So don't go away
say what you say
but say that you'll stay
forever and a day in the time of my life
'cause I need more time
yes, I need more time, just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play
with all the things caught in my mind
damn my education I can't find the words to say
about the things caught in my mind

Me and you what's going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
the feelings that are wrong

so don't go away

Don't go away - Oasis


Prince

"...all i ever wantedm was to scream to the world
I wanted to show them my smiles, my teeth
and charm, to make them see, I am that girl

You can't bring me down, you can't make me fall
you can slap me in my face and see I'll still stand tall
you can goahead and kick me when I'm dwn
or spit in my face
but it'll be you who'll crawl and end up be misplaced

if you see my eyes don't smile
or that my sparkles have been out of sight
or that my dreams sees scattered
like a gunshot through a wall
jus wait and see, my dear old fiend
I will come back to get you all

all I ever wanted, was to be the girl I am
and show it to the world, and laugh in its face
and still be the same
Iwon't care of your jealousy
won't crumble for your glare
stab me if you want, but I promise
I'm stll here..."


Promise


"...something's different, and hard to understand
can't put my finger on it, but my heart don't seem to mend
broken promises built on trust and hope
sealed with  determination and a will
somehow they seem to tear me apart
but the broken promises - they binds me still..."


Struggle

"...I press my lips and bite my tongue
The walls are closing in
Shake my head to soundless screams
This fight I cannot win
Tried to give my all to you
I struggled for the goal
Tried my best to be someone else
To make my life complete and whole
But I can’t set up this play
I’m no actor, I can’t pretend
I read my script and don’t understand
These endless scenes to an happy end
My dreams are far away now
And this life is just a lie
Same soundless cry every time
‘Can someone tell me why?’
Who do I try to be?
And where do I try to come
Unfairly long way for me
To be somewhere I belong
So sick and tired of handling this
And hear ‘I’m just a girl’
But I still keep struggling
Tough I know I can’t fight the world..."


Soundtrack

...

You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery
and hate what you've become.

Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life.
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down.
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind.
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind

...

Had enough – Breaking Benjamin


Staring at the wall

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time



Goodbye to you - Michelle Branch


So close to giving up

...

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
the love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
just give me 'til then to give up this fight
and I'll give up this fight

'cause I can't make you love me if you don't
you can't make your heart feel something it won't
here in the darg, within these final hours
I'll lay down my heart, and i'll feel its power
but you won't, no you won't
'cause I can't mak you love me - if you don't

...

I can't make you love me - Bonnie Raitt


Music is telling you your feelings you never can put into words

The open wound she hides
She just keeps it bundled up
And never lets it show
She can't take much more of this
But she can't let it go
And that's ok, she don't want the world

All the things she says
While he's just lying there
Without someone to hear her cry
She slips off into a dream
About a place to hide
And that's ok, she don't want the world

This love she feels
Everything she's ever known
Or ever thought was real
Seems like it's been thrown away
Now how's she gonna live
It's ok, she don't want the world

Those words he never spoke
Haunt her life, the memories
Of all the times before
She tried to show him love
While he would only ask for more
But it's ok, she don't want the world

Softly in her sleep
Pictures of the life she's longing
For slowly appear
She's seen them all before
But somehow never quite this clear
She just smiles, she don't want the world

A brand new morning shines
As she wakes up alone again
This time to face the day
She swears there's time to make it
As she simply walks away

And it's ok, she don't want the world

She don't want the world - 3 doors down


Yeah, nothing else can ever change your mind

"...you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone..."

When you love someone - Bryan Adams


One deep sigh

"...once upon a time, in a very wasted land
there lived a little girl, who couldn't understand
why the skies were blue, nor why it's black
why dreams disappeared and never did come back
why hurt and anger painted black stripes on a cheek
nor why it was embarrasing confessing that you're weak
why love was so important, but still not valued more than hate
why every question and explanation always worded "fate"
why there was a hundred tears kompensating just one smile
nor why life played by stupid rules showing-off a while
why a touch could be so cold, and another time so warm
why claws could scratch your back and later do you harm
why every coin has two sides, one that gives you everyting you've wished
nor the necesserity on why the other do exist
she had her open issues, always wondering "why?"
but as she didn't get her answers, she just stopped to try..."


As long as you smile

"...every step is a sacrifice, and I am tortuered for your sake
just as long as you're smiling, I'll take the blame for your mistakes
and I could go happily barefoot on glas, and I could cut my wrists
just to hear your secret whisper that I'm all yours to miss
and I play with plastic bags, and I inject poison just for fun
I've got knifes in my pockets, and in my belt a loaded gun
just as long as you're smiling, I could play with razorblades
it's not much, but I'd give my life, whatever to prevent you to fade
I only care for your smiles, your laughter and your air
so when you laugh while I take burnmarks, I smile cause it's the only time you care..."


Doesn't that sound sweet


Temptation

It seems like you're tempted to break my heart


Untamed

"...her thoughts are but a whisper, a wind can not embrace
Nothing but a sentence, her heart don't want to face
Words and thoughts forbidden, hidden with taboo
Pathetic ways to acknowledge, to know selfcentered "you"
She's been prisioned with emotions, and yet she do stand tall
With every heartbeat echoing, and have no tears to fall
But soon she must put up a challenge, to walk highheaded from her fear
To look at it carelessly, and manage it to bear
But she don't know how to conquere it, don't know the road "get out"
No one seem to understand, she's trying to figure what it's all about
And her thoughts keeps teering her, a little every day
She rather just pretend to forget, and keep hoping she can stay..."


Motivated

"...If God could comprehend, and understand my will of life
shouldn't he maybe change me, to be able to do things right?
If God would want us to be glad, why must everything be hard
too tough to get things started, remembering beeing scared
I've never said i'm not up for it, nor complained i'm not that strong
but just for once, please say yes, to keep my will hold on..."


Just keep playing

"...am I your rope to salvation
or your call to one more chance
am I just someone to you
who will take you out to dance?

Do you want me to be the one
who introduce you to the life
I may be flattered, but then again
why give up without a fight?

I may do all these mistakes
to keep my satisfaction at eas
but for these blurry moments
I have no one else to please

and then you wave your hand
as a conclusion to your hunt
and who do you think you are
comming as you want?

I cannot take all these plays
they're shallow and too bored
don't you like to be with Me
congrats; you have scored

but then again as I think
that you could say it with a crawl
it's not satisfieing, shallow me
but maybe better than no one at all..."


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